wooohoo !!! im back ! and unified !

damn i miss bloggin....but i dont have anything to blog about ...for today ...hmmm ... fuck yeah !

this is bullshit !

CNY Resolution :

STOP SMOKING
LOSE 10-20kG
LEARN THINGS AND DONT SCREW UP!
GO STUDY !
LEARN HOW TO TALK !!!!! (FCUKING LOUSY AT THIS)

DREAM

yesterday ..me and ms.E went for movie The Rock (Tooth Fairy) 4/10 stars
it's not as good as the previous one.
welll after watching that movie ..that movie teaches a lot .
about dreams fairy tales.that some people created or dream of.
for me
i dream alot getting rich .
fantasy girls.
blablabla
and it keeps me going chasing for those dream
by working hard.for money
and learning the way to speak .
as i think that my commuinication lvl to a girl it's very low
i dont know why when i talk to girls that i not in to it ..
i can speak fluent language.
but with someone i like ..my words keeps on ...jamming .
nervous makes ..craps..
well ..after the whole thing ...send her back home and ofcoz gave her a suprise that bought something for her.that cost quite alot .
and i know i didnt make it.
or maybe i did..
it's still 50 50
i hope .
and today after going out for the whole damn day ..i came back on my comp and saw her msging me thru msn .asking me for dinner on sunday ..
thats really something
ya
and my bad sense has came back .
my fucking 6 sense that only tells me bad things has came back .
and now im misarable .
so damn miserable !!!
DAMN FUCKING MISERABLE !
i cant stop msg her .
calling her ..
thinking of her .
and ofcoz i dream of her too !!!WTF
well
but.it's okay
going crazy a lil bit ..
hmmmf ....
well if Ms.E ...if u see this ..i just wanna tell u ..i dont want to be your friend ..i wanna be more than a friend to u .!!! someone that can always be there for u for any occasion when ur sad or happy ..=) blaa


if u think that im dreaming
please
let
me
dream
forever

dont break my dream
let
it
happen

.
.
.
.
.
.
just dont reject..
say
u will
think
about it


bla!